Valentines day 2011

I love you is what I can say I have no more words


I love you, will you be there with me forever ………

I was just sitting and thinking about what was love all about? And why people cherished it so much. Then looking back and recalling my shadows, I could find myself abated to the feeling of being loved. Suddenly, I started being nostalgically and recalled the feeling of defining love. The slow rhythmic soft music and the swift blowing wind took me back to the memory lane where I was so proud and felt I was complete as if I had attained something or a power.  Then I was in love, hahahah might sound funny but i asked this question to my self am I in love ? when you are in love this is the first question that pops into your head. Things rolled in and time passed and I was back to normal, I mean love struck me and it left me alone,  you may ask how many times but that’s a secret……………..

Defining love was simple but the memories were like too complex, thinking instensively it started to engulf me giving and attacking me with short traumatic attacks of those days. Seriously, being in love feels good but most importantly being special in someone’s life felt even more important than anything else….

Can u imagine a woman falling in love and writing a letter with her own blood and you being the recipient  don’t now what to do? I mean  feel happy or sad ?

But personally I felt happy instead; oh it was just the feeling of being special. Yes, it happened with me and I thought maybe it’s the way people expressed which can’t be said wrong. It’s your own way of being yourself and expressing.

I can cross my heart and say your the one

Now let’s get back to the point of defining love ……..

Some say love is blind some say, love is a fast lane some say love is unconditional but I say how can love be blind when it can see, hear and feel. Love is not a fast lane as it helps to ease you, don’t mistake love for lust that’s where it adapts you in the delusion and you just enslave yourself to the weakness of physical needs………….

Yes Love is something unconditional, Love is sacrifice to believe, see and feel that your partner would be happy with or without you.  Love is appreciation of being who you are and fulfilling the lack-ness of the other. Love is a condition of loving others unconditionally being you-self regardless of who, what or how they are….?

Love is what I say is more than you, your presence, its soluble, its flexible and its forgiving. Its presence is abstract but its feeling is something that stays beyond what you see feel or desire……………………………
Love is what you have and understood …………………………

Happy Valentine’s Day………………..

When your there, I feel sustained

When your not there, I feel shallow

When you’re talking, I feel connected

When you’re silent, I feel low

When you speak, I search for words

When you smile, I feel blessed

When you’re angry, I feel stressed

When you’re happy, I feel prized

Why I feel alone in crowd?

Why I feel so different?

Why I don’t have words for you?

Why do I search for stars in the sky?

Why I think about you?

Why I feel this way?

Why I feel this way?

About RayZnews

An activist, blogger and an Internet visionary, Shreedeep rayamajhi believes in standardization and in the version of Internet for all. Starting his career as a main stream journalist from The Rising Nepal and moving on to Nepal Traveller a pioneering Travel Magazine in Nepal, my journey has been phenomenal with relative ups and downs. Grasping the importance of the online news corresponding, I started freelancing to online news website from 2004. Blogging with passion and relative concerns and issues I have evolved as an online blogging consultant in Nepal. With issues and controversies making headlines, my words have always voiced stories at its best. I am an active social worker and believe in giving back to the society. I have been Part of various youth organizations like Club 25, Red Cross, Aasha H4 Foundation, Nepal Unites, Community Conservation Nepal, Kathmandu Environmental Educational Project (KEEP) etc where I have contributed my level of understanding and efforts for the public welfare. Apart from the social work, my professional career has seen relative professional exposure with Institute of Field Research and Expedition (IFRE) as Content Development Manager, Team leader for Travellers quest (Online Travel Directory), and Operation Manager for Nepal Advisor. Similarly, working as an Associate Editor for Travel Nepal Magazine, I have grown both at personally and professionally. Likewise, working as the Founding member of the ISOC Nepal Chapter currently I hold the position of a Life Member. Though a Management post graduates, I interests and blogs about various issues of technology, activism and climate change. Giving importance to blogging and news, Rayznews is one of my current projects. My new entrepreneurial venture marks Sattva-the stylebook an online fashion store which features latest men and women fashion. With high flair and motive of understanding the concept of internet as a tool of development for change, I have been working towards raising awareness about various aspect of internet standardization in Nepal.